I went to London

Well, if you follow me you knew this already. However, I feel so lucky and blessed to be able to do the things that I am doing. I’ve been home for 13 days and I have not posted my vlog(s) yet, but I will be doing so soon.

I’ve been lazy, and adjusting back to the timezone, health and eating. I also had to download a new editing software (by the recommendations of Lita) and I needed to teach myself a tiny bit on how to use it.

So hopefully you guys can see what I did in London.

I can’t wait to go back and I will be, soon. My life is actually going to change majorly and I wont get into details about that until I know things are actually set in stone.

I’m Alive and Going Gray

Hello Guys, it’s that time where I actually post a YouTube Video. It’s been a few months since I properly updated my channel and I wanted to fix that.

Please excuse the poor quality as I used my laptop. I didn’t want to wait, I have to charge my camera (but I can’t find the chord). I really just wanted to quickly update everyone on whats been happening (not very much) and what’s to come (lots of things).

Thank you guys so much for hanging in there with my channel and staying loyal viewers. I appreciate your support greatly. I want to add more content to my channel, so any suggestions will be appreciated!

Until next time, take care!

I haven’t posted on Youtube because of my General Anxiety Disorder

If you don’t know by now, I have General Anxiety Disorder. You can learn more about it by visiting my Youtube Channel and watching this video:

I know this video is older, but the same information applies. I actually have had medication changes since then, but I am still managing my anxiety with medications.

My Diabetes gives me a lot of anxiety and depression. I worry nonstop about things that I know isn’t anything that I should be concerned about at this time, but I worry.

I want to make an updated video about my anxiety with my diabetes and the things that I have been dealing with lately. In fact, the reason why I haven’t made any youtube videos in a while is because of my anxiety and depression. I desperately want to make more videos, but I have far too much going on inside my head to actually sit down and make a video. Instead I am trying to fix myself and focus on me before I venture back into making content for my channel.

People don’t realize exactly how much time it takes to make a video. The prepping, the setup, the personal things I do (hair, makeup, etc) and the actual recording and editing. If I am not in the right mood to make videos it will definitely show and I don’t want to put out content that will bother me personally. I don’t want my viewers to see crap videos.

So, I am thinking about actually making a new video discussing this. Discussing my anxiety, provide some sort of update and maybe discuss what has been going on in my world. I’m just dealing with a lot of anxiety right now and filming is the last thing I want to do. So I appreciate your patience with my lack of content, but I’ll be back eventually, I swear.